Saturday, February 9, 2008
ok fine..let me warn u again..switch y and z..im very lazy to type properly starting frm the next line..todae.. which i tot and i supposed shld be a happz daz..but in the end..i could saz its mz saddest birthdaz so far..it left me so so so speechless..
Z MUST MZ BIRTHDAZ BE ON CNZ?!!!!"#$%^&*()_
ONCE AGAIN..LET ME REPEAT..SWITCH Y AND Z!! ...
i reallz wanna crz man.fers of all..i have got tis super irritating kezboard..
secondlz..mz supposedly to be perfect de 17 becomes like some kind of dramatic nightmare..
cny..its the fers time i hated cnz so much..i guess..
ytd ( 8 feb de 12 am..) ..we were playing mahjong..i haf to remind them then they wish me happy birthday..then after tat..the whole daz.thez didnt mention it at all!!! which makes me feel so super sad..not even a cake leh..can u imagine tat..
but lucky i still haf the animals for celebrating it for me in advance..haha=) thanks guys!!
hmm..its rather pathetic actualli...even me myself forgot my birthday..so its like for the whole day..i was emo-ing..waiting for ppl to send me msgs..frm my statistics..last yr i received more msgs..sad case..my case study: shld u even haf ur birthday on cny? the ans is obviously NO!!!..so u guys r so fortunate..
for the sake of a happier 17..or trying to get a little closer to a perfect 17th birthday..i lost my cool..i hinted my idol sumth like ( u forgot wish me BOTH..) then wished him happy cny..then glad tat he got the hint... cos he took my no. leh..n yet nth came..dun u find it annoying??..
n he was wishing me happy 18??!!! lol..i dunno wat to say..he got scolded frm me of course..
but at least yup..haha..the onli thg i presume is the onli thg tat make me a little bit happier...
not like my stupid family..i hint them at 10 pm..then i was saying..eh..(2 hrs to 12 leh..so sad..)
then they catch no ball leh...mz sis still alright..she wished me happy birthday again along wif her bf..
my mum and dad..they didnt notice ho sad im..n yet i haf to continue carrying a fake smile..a facade..then after visiting i reached hm at abt 1..went to bathe n blog all mz grievances here..
ok..my steam is all out..im feeling much btr now..=)
happy cny again to u guys!!!
tml will be btr..i hope..=)
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